Letting Go Of Anger

Hi ya'll

Thank you so much for all your kind messages and e-mails to my family and I. As you can tell, I take Milo VERY personally -- um, as I should right?!

Anyway, I posted on my blog out of pure frustration with our situation. I needed to vent. However, no matter my thoughts or opinions of David, he is still half of Milo - genetically.

I don't want Milo to grow up with negativity surrounding his life. I want Milo to know that he is loved and wanted by all of those that choose to be a part of him. One day, Milo will want to know more about David, and I choose to only tell him the postive things. If I bash David any more, I am afraid Milo will take it personally later on.

Maybe David came into my life for the sole purpose of giving me Milo, and for that, I will always thank him.

David's siblings (that know about Milo) have been very kind toward him. My heart goes out to this family that has a nephew/grand-child/cousin, so far away.

So, long story short, no more will I let David have control over my situation. Afterall, it's about Milo, not me.