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Teddy Bear Picnic

So, I found this photo...  Last summer, my parents and I took Milo to the Orem City Library where we had a Teddy Bear Picnic.  Volunteers came and ready story books and we sang songs.  I dressed Milo and Beary in matching outfits.  Striped shirts with overalls.  Beary wore brown, Milo wore green.  With matching hats of course.

We have fun

So lately, Milo is walking and walking all over the place.  It's hard, because he wants to walk to the car in the morning, walk into daycare, walk out of daycare, walk back to the apartment.  So, what used to take us 3 minutes, now takes us about 13!  BUT, I can't help but smile to myself as we walk.  It's so funny, because he looks like a little old man when walking.  He even sticks out his lower jaw, hobbles with his elbows tucked in, and sways side to side while he shuffles....all he needs is a cane.

Hi Ya'll

I know it's been a while....too long!!

Let's see,,,,,quick update.

Still hanging out in a tiny 1 bedroom apartment, dying to move out of there!!  I love it, but it's 4 flights of stairs up and down every day.  I called my old landlord in Orem, and hopefully my old duplex will open up at the end of this semester with students moving off to grad. school.

Milo has been going back and forth with upper respiratory infections and pneumonia.  Ugh.  It sucks, but soon he will be on the mend.....let's hope for good.

Well, I hoped to upload some pictures, but my computer is being an ASS.  So, hopefully soon!

Seriously. The NERVE!

So, I was told the other day that it's not too late to adopt Milo out to a loving family. Apparently, Milo deserves more than what I can offer him, oh, and he deserves a mother to be at home with him during the day, and a father in his life.
This all came about because this certain person took it upon themselves and decided that Milo was not to be in day care all day. They even told me how many hours a day he was there. Must have been stewing over this thought for several days....
I love Milo. I love Milo more than ANYTHING else. How disgusting to challenge my love for him. I am hard enough on myself as it is, I don't need others telling me he deserves better, and telling me that I'm a bad mom. Milo has a mother that laughs and plays and certainly loves him every moment she is with him. That's what he knows, and that is what he loves. Milo has a father. Milo's father supports him financially, and for that we are grateful.
I believe that as long as you are loved and feel secure, it doesn't matter if you are playing at "school" while mommy is working hard to provide a life for you. If you are told it's normal, you will believe it's normal. If you are told you are unloved, that is what you will eventually believe. Does this make TOO much sense? Probably.
I get sick at the thought and am so disgusted and hurt they would say such a thing.